Well after almost two years and a spell of me almost meeting my maker, Amazing Grace and Dad is finally finished. Over the next week the film is going out digitally to all of the people who backed it on IndieGoGo. The hardcopy version will take a little longer as I have to design a cover and secure a company who will print a low run for a reasonable price. I expect that to be complete within 30 days.
Now what? Well, the plan all along has been to take the film on the festival route. Problem is, the film raised $17,005 but went OVER budget by a tad over $14,000. I have ALOT to learn about documentary film making and dealing with others in the industry. Several of my investors have indicated they would like to donate a little more to help offset the added costs and I can’t thank them enough. If the film is successful and gaining entry into these festivals and gets legs I will likely do another fundraiser for travel costs. I’m in debt enough as is. Who isn’t right? If anyone reading this would like to donate, you can click on the button to the left. Anything would be appreciated.
For now, over the next month I’m just going to hope for some positive feedback from my backers and take it easy
Followers who watch the Facebook page and receive the newsletter know I went through a very dangerous and scary medical event with my pulmonary embolism.
Being Samantha’s parents has prepared us and enabled us to stay level headed in the face of a medical emergency. Without my wife Carlene ‘s level head I would be having a funeral probably today or close to it.
13 years ago today I married this
woman. Through ups and through a lot of downs she’s always been there to lean on. Even though it’s corny I’m gonna say it any way; now more than ever before she makes me want to be a better man.
Due to my wife watching too much MMA and getting rowdy in her kickboxing class the last few scenes have been delayed. We cancelled our trip to Asheville which is where a big chunk was to be filmed. The diagnosis is a torn MCL. We’re waiting for the final MRI read but thats the way it’s looking.
I’m not too torn up about it since many of the festivals I had targeted for entry aren’t accepting entries at my “ready” time. I still hope to be ready for the Hot Springs festival in October but it will be close.
I’ll keep everyone updated as to when filming resumes and the target wrap date. I’ll be headed to Atlanta for a meeting on Monday and will hopefully have some news about her knee that will help facilitate completing the film.
I had put the movie down for a while after it became obvious that it was consuming me. My wife even pointed out how I hadn’t left the house in two weeks but rather spent most of the time editing footage that I had shot. This all happened about three months ago. She was right. Creatively I was stuck and in a way, I still am.
I have the beginning that covers Samantha’s history, my history, with a little thrown in to fill in the holes. I have the ending that I think people will really like. My problem is the outline that I had laid out for the “lessons” that Sam and I could teach viewers just seemed to fall apart. After taking a break I’m back at it. I still think I will meet my end of August deadline. If I think I will go over I will send out another update detailing why.
I’ve noticed a dramatic uptic in visitors here and on the Facebook site. I just wanted to say welcome to the new folks following our project.
I’ve been using the Facebook page to provide most of the updates to the project but I guess I need to make sure I update the website as well. Filming has not stopped but it’s kind of in a wait and see moment as I’m waiting for a MAJOR piece of footage to be shoot back in Arkansas where my parents live.
That major piece is an interview with my parents on everything they remember about Sam’s early days just after she was born, to the first few months of her life. I know I could have shot that interview myself but I took the advice of some people who have been advising me on making this documentary and arranged for someone else to do the interview. Why? I have a HUGE emotional investment in the subject seeing that I am Sam’s dad and went through all of this first hand. I’m still haunted by the birth as I was in the room for the entire thing. I did not want to inadvertently lead the conversation in any way. I wanted their answers to be completely their own and un-coached. I can say, I wouldn’t coach answers but when it comes down to it if they didn’t remember something the way I did, I might try and get them to remember it my way. I did NOT want that. So, Bob Ketchum at Cedar Crest Studios out of Harrison, Arkansas will be doing the interview.
With it being cold and MAJOR flu season here in North Carolina I have not been doing ANY filming outside of the home. Over 20 people have died here in North Carolina from the flu and while she has received her shot, we don’t take any chances. We do go on our roadtrips but they are exactly that – Roadtrips. 🙂 If all goes well, we will be riding the ferry out to Ocracoke this weekend and then drive up the Outer Banks.
I’ve been asked by many new visitors how to donate. The best way is the donate link on the page through PayPal. As it says, that money will be held for the end of filming process and any money not used will go towards what we hope to be Samanatha’s foundation. A few people have said I am a horrible person for trying to make money off of my daughters pain – My answer to those folks is simple; EVERY DOLLAR that this movie makes, if it makes even $20 will go into a foundation that will be in Samantha’s name. The ultimate dream for me, is for this project to somehow find distribution and enough funds be raised to provide scholarships and equipment for families with special needs children who cannot afford such. Look around the internet at how much adaptive equipment costs and it will blow your mind how expensive it can be.
Had my folks here all last week. Was able to get some interviewing done that will enable me to consider a few scenes shot, done, ready for music and narration. Problem is still locking down a narrator that I’m happy with. Not giving up on hiring a “name.” Waiting on one possibility to get back to me. Thankfully I’m not dealing with an agent or “people” but able to communicate directly with the person.
Will be hiring someone to interview my folks about their earliest memories of Sam’s hardest days after she was born. I didn’t want to do it myself because I didn’t want to “lead” the conversation in any way. I want those comments and memories to be as fresh and “real” as humanly possible. I hope to have all of that done and shot by the first of the year. If Sam’s health allows and we get to go back to Arkansas for Christmas I’ll be shooting what I’ve learned is a “zero ending.” God willing and if Samantha allows, this will be the ending of the film. I want to do it in the winter because it is all outside and my thinking is that the footage will look more “crisp” without the summer haze. I am from the north central part of the state which is very country and rural.
Those who follow the Facebook page know I have been on the hunt for a narrator for the film. My top choices have always been a tie between Mike Rowe, and Trace Adkins. While Mr Rowe’s people have told me that he normally comes in at the end, I’m hoping someone will see what we’re doing here and the massive amount of unknowns that go with this movie, ESPECIALLY when everything hinges on Sam’s health.
I have rough cuts done of a few segments dealing with my past in wrestling and the hardest part of the film; The night Samantha was born.
While I want to give as much video updates to you folks as I can, I can’t give out major parts, especially when they’re not final. I’m going to try and put together a clip mashing the two topics and have it up by the end of the week.
Todays update showcases one of the goals I had for the film when ideas really started flowing. That was, I wanted as much original music as possible. I found Lonna Marie, advertising her services on Fiverr and after listening to a few songs on YouTube I contacted her. I wanted a song that captured the true essence of the film, and I think she nailed it.
All proceeds from donations will be used for expenses associated with producing the film. Primarily, they will be put into an escrow account and used once the film is complete for marketing and DVD producing. Should the film actually be "picked up" proceeds will go into Samantha's foundation that will be formed next year.